Assalamualaikum w.b.t
To My Friend Whom I Care,
I should make my way now. But still I'm here typing something I suppose to do a long time ago. Okay, let's just face the fact that I am trying to be a better person, I'm trying. So, this is me, trying to.
Don't take this too harsh. I thought I've made it so clear about us and so I thought. Enough saying that I've always there to read whenever I'm free. But my heart is empty. I no longer knows how to react. I just can't act like I understand anymore, because I don't want you to keep holding on to someone who will never have a mutual feeling on you. I'm sorry for saying this, truly sorry.
At first, it is a matter of saving a friendship but all I see is I'm the only one who sees us as friends. Don't make it hard for me, because it is already too hard to ignore it. Because I don't want to hurt you my friend. And I know how hard it has been on you too, believe me, I you say I don't understand you, then never mind.
Little that you know, how tiring I feel to carry on with this feeling of hanging by a thread. Without help from Allah, I can never make it strongly the way I am now. Keeping your faith at the same time being optimist is not that hard with Allah's guidance.
So, a little favor from me, because I remember you saying about when the time comes, you yourself will do whatever you should do from the very beginning... I'm the bad girl, I'm the one who stay away from you, I'm the one who rejects a nice guy like you. So, please if you can just please help me on this, it would be indeed helpful if you just not expecting anything from me.
I don't want to toss people's feeling away like someone I know did it. I've considered, I've given time for you to do so, and I see it heading nowhere but to the same place it already is in your heart. Tell me it's not true, but it is. I don't throw people's love letter into the dustbin and tell it to the world, I don't. I'm doing this for good, which is if being my friend is impossible, then you are welcome to distant yourself from me, like I'm doing to you currently (and so you realize, I know and I'm sorry)
Let's just keep a distance for now,
And see if it does you any good.
Because the truth is,
There is no hope from me to give to you.
And with me being by your side my friend,
It cause nothing but just giving you false hope.
Take care of yourself, because I care for you.
Sincerely, Romaizatul Shaqira.
If this hurts you too much, I'll delete it soon.
I promise you this, just tell me.
To My Friend Whom I Care,
I should make my way now. But still I'm here typing something I suppose to do a long time ago. Okay, let's just face the fact that I am trying to be a better person, I'm trying. So, this is me, trying to.
Don't take this too harsh. I thought I've made it so clear about us and so I thought. Enough saying that I've always there to read whenever I'm free. But my heart is empty. I no longer knows how to react. I just can't act like I understand anymore, because I don't want you to keep holding on to someone who will never have a mutual feeling on you. I'm sorry for saying this, truly sorry.
At first, it is a matter of saving a friendship but all I see is I'm the only one who sees us as friends. Don't make it hard for me, because it is already too hard to ignore it. Because I don't want to hurt you my friend. And I know how hard it has been on you too, believe me, I you say I don't understand you, then never mind.
Little that you know, how tiring I feel to carry on with this feeling of hanging by a thread. Without help from Allah, I can never make it strongly the way I am now. Keeping your faith at the same time being optimist is not that hard with Allah's guidance.
So, a little favor from me, because I remember you saying about when the time comes, you yourself will do whatever you should do from the very beginning... I'm the bad girl, I'm the one who stay away from you, I'm the one who rejects a nice guy like you. So, please if you can just please help me on this, it would be indeed helpful if you just not expecting anything from me.
I don't want to toss people's feeling away like someone I know did it. I've considered, I've given time for you to do so, and I see it heading nowhere but to the same place it already is in your heart. Tell me it's not true, but it is. I don't throw people's love letter into the dustbin and tell it to the world, I don't. I'm doing this for good, which is if being my friend is impossible, then you are welcome to distant yourself from me, like I'm doing to you currently (and so you realize, I know and I'm sorry)
Let's just keep a distance for now,
And see if it does you any good.
Because the truth is,
There is no hope from me to give to you.
And with me being by your side my friend,
It cause nothing but just giving you false hope.
Take care of yourself, because I care for you.
Sincerely, Romaizatul Shaqira.
If this hurts you too much, I'll delete it soon.
I promise you this, just tell me.
